I tried to find a song to match my mood but it didn't work

Song: None

Reason: I'm sad and mad at the same time. So i've had a lot of changes this year, some older and some newer. So the newer one is that I had someone change positions in my life which is strange and I'm still getting used to that but, I'm happy now. I mean there are times when I feel ehish and I couldn't let go at first but I think it makes sense and it'll help me out a lot. The older problems have to do with me moving. It's strange last year feels like it was so far away. It's like looking back on your child hood you know and thinking of my friends from back then is like looking back on childhood friends you've lost touch with. So I had another blog and now everyone from that time in my life has started getting blogs too, and I was talking to one of them and they said, now you can follow what we're doing or something like that and I said because you guys keep me so informed. And they don't there's a few people who keep in touch with me but for the most part if I want to talk to them I have to call them and they don't return the calls. It's like out of sight out of mind you know. So the person responded with our lives don't revolve around you. That really pissed me off because it makes it seem like I ask for them to call me every second or something. I know they're busy, hell I'm busy to but I can still be there to support my friends when they need it. I'm just tired of me being the person they call when they have nothing else to do or when they're bored. I've mostly moved on from that though it's like I don't think of them as much as I used too because, it's just not worth it. I've also started to make friends here which is awesome and my best friend is coming up here for my birthday and we're going to new york. It's gonna be so awesome!  Btw you should check out  my friends blog, http://lovealwaysclara.blogspot.com. I'm mentioned in some of them due to my pubic touching! :)